do you know the feeling when you wanted so bad to get out of a sitch, yet you can't because somehow you believe there's good in your sacrifices? and that maybe you'll be committing a bigger mistake if you do?
hmmm, kinda. i cant seem leave this town no matter what i do. this place is a black hole. its like my soul is dieing here. anything like that? i wish u well.
knowing the trap is there is the first step in getting past it.
making bigger mistakes tends to be more perception driven in terms of what "bigger" is - i am being assumptive here, but you're not really thinking for your own well-being but more for those you are "sacrificing" for. it helps to remember to think about yourself and evaluate if your needs are being addressed in this situation.
hmmm, kinda. i cant seem leave this town no matter what i do. this place is a black hole. its like my soul is dieing here. anything like that? i wish u well.
thanks... yeah, something like that. something about getting old and not really getting there. =(
knowing the trap is there is the first step in getting past it.
you're right. thing is, i got my self into this. it's a year in the making. i didn't know i was digging my own grave. it didn't feel like it then.
bigger mistakes. i'm such a poor poor judge of that. my instincts abandoned me centuries ago. i always seem to be making all the wrong decisions. and i blame it on my lack of ability to decipher signs. haay.. =(
hopefully you get/got out of that situation. we're too young to have midlife crisis. hehe... i miss my geeks. it's also one of the reasons i'm so sad these days. i miss my own little world.