Whistling My Way Across the Universe

Whistling My Way Across the Universe http://forsaketh.multiply.com/ Half vile and half nice. I'll kill you with my sweetness and bury you in my heart. * * * * * * Points to Ponder: A gift is a gift because you don't deserve it. IF you do, then it's called a reward.  * * * * * * * * * *   <img alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a207/biancasolderini/whatsthis.jpg" border="0">  TENDER LUMPLINGS EVERYWHERE, LIFE'S NO FUN WITHOUT A GOOD SCARE! Welcome to my page. I'm still struggling to fill this up with all things vile and nice. I hope you enjoy your stay. Peace and Love!  <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/chipofdale/flappy_flying.gif" border="0"> xoxo I am complicated I'm not your typical little miss nice girl I have a caustic tongue But I have a huge heart I wish I am omnipotent, I always wanna learn something new I am your rock and roll music whore I'm a frustrated artist, I know there's so much I can do I'm an avid reader, but there seems to be less and less time to be one I'm user-friendly I have motion sickness My thoughts are disorganized for my convinience I don't bite, unless you want me to I sing my way in and out of depressing situations I always see two sides of the coin I'm aware that pleasure and pain are inseparable And I'm aware that my brain is on top of my heart Still I believe that love makes the world go 'round I would like to think that I'm socially detached I imagine there's a very thin line between reality and fiction I'm miss paranoid I value depression, I need to feed on it to grow I appreciate little acts of kindness And I love year-old fruitcakes But not as much as I love a good cup of coffee or two I'm so many different things into one And I'm okay with it. <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v312/whoweareinstead/affiliates/luna.gif"> xoxo <a title="Home Equity Line" href="http://www.lendance.com/" target="_blank"><img alt="Home Equity Line" src="http://www.free-web-counters.net/count.php?page=http://forsaketh.multiply.com&style=fatpt&nbdigits=5&reloads=1" border="0"></a> <a title="Home Equity Line" style="font-size: 10px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Geneva,Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-decoration: none;" href="http://www.lendance.com/" target="_blank">Home Equity Line</a> Counter * * * * * * <img src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a207/biancasolderini/cards20copy.jpg"> Please visit http://lovecoremusic.com. Wed, 14 May 2008 06:15:37 -0000 Sat, 3 May 2008 19:53:07 -0000 Whistling My Way Across the Universe http://images.forsaketh.multiply.com/logo http://forsaketh.multiply.com 100 100 I've done these things!!! - snatched from Freakna Level 1 (x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (  ) done weed (x) drank alcohol SO FAR: 3 Level 2 (x) been in love (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted (x) been fired (was asked to resign is the same, right?)                                 (x)  been in a fist fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) snuck out of the house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (  ) been arrested (  ) made out with a stranger (x) gone out on a blind date SO FAR: 11 Level 4 (x) had a crush on an older person (x) skipped school (  ) slept (not sex) with a co-worker (x) seen someone/something die SO FAR: 14 Level 5 (x) had/have a crush or liked on one of your friends. ( ) been to Paris ( ) been to Spain (x) been on a plane (x) thrown up from drinking SO FAR: 17 Level 6 (x) eaten Sushi (  ) been snowboarding (N/A) (x) met someone BECAUSE of mys... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/127/Ive_done_these_things_-_snatched_from_Freakna Sat, 3 May 2008 19:53:07 -0000 The Tale of the Body Thief Anne Rice Philippines held The Body Thief Gathering months ago, and only now did I find the time to write a review on the book that made my heart skip a beat. Unforgivable. Warning: SPOILERS!!! Disclaimer: This review does not necessarily represent ARP's opinions. * * * Imagine Lestat having nightmares upon nightmares. He's burdened by so many things, including his guilt over his "daughter" Claudia's death, killing "innocent" victims, David's refusal to keep him company for eternity and endangering the life of his dear friend, David Talbot. Lestat attempted to end his life in the Gobi Dessert, but failing to do so. Of course he knew he wouldn't die. And I think it's only Lestat's way of finding out how strong he really was as a vampire. What a brat. He's also being stalked by this madman, the notorious body thief of the story. James Raglan's the name, stealing's his game. He stole every damn thing he had, including the healthy body of a mental institution patient he no... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/reviews/item/4 Sat, 3 May 2008 19:18:47 -0000 Faith Like a Child One time, Lemon and one of her playpals were talking. I couldn't help overhearing (are you kidding? I was dying to know!) what they were talking about. Lemon was apparently listening to DC Talk's music. Here's a summary: Lemon: Ate ******, makinig ka, Christian [music] 'yan. (listen, that's Christian music!) ******: Hindi yan Christian! (That's not Christian!) Lemon: Christian yan! Pakinggan mo, tungkol kay Jesus yung song. (That's Christian! Listen well, the song's about Jesus.) *****: Hindi nga Christian 'yan! (No, that's not Christian!) Lemon: (Napapahiya na) Eh ano 'yan? (Starting to get embarassed: Then what is it?) ******: Basta hindi Christian 'yan. Rock [music] 'yan eh. Hindi Christian ang Rock! (It's not Christian. Rock music cant be Christian!) Lemon: Eh Christian Rock nga 'yan eh. (But that's Christian Rock!) ******: Hindi nga Christian 'yan. Iba ang Christian na kanta. Bawal yan sa Christians! (That's not Christian! Christians should not listen to that kind of music!) Lemon: Ha?... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/126/Faith_Like_a_Child Fri, 2 May 2008 01:01:00 -0000 The Memnoch Gathering A Different Bookstore Serendra, Bonifacio Global City April 26, 2008 For The Book that started it all for me. * * * Memnoch, The Accuser of God. Memnoch The Devil. The Man Himself. The Winged Being. He's coming for Lestat. Lestat was afraid for the very first time. And he's got all the reasons why. The Devil is out to get him. But I thought Lestat never believed in The Devil? See Lestat run. See Lestat hide. * * * Who's side are you on? * * * * * Pictures from Lynn, Caz and Marie. http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/142/The_Memnoch_Gathering Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:06:36 -0000 Her Mother's Daughter alright. I let Lemon borrow my 17th century gentleman/Anne Rice costume and painted her face as well. She's growing up to be more and more like me. Should I start worrying http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/141/Her_Mothers_Daughter_alright. Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:38:20 -0000 Dear Casey (a tag-a-roo) Dear Casey (of Anne Rice Phils), I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it last year under the bus and ignored my Kid Rock collection. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I was interviewed by The Times about our friendship. Go burn, Lynn Do it like this: [ Do it like this ] Dear (the person who last texted/messaged you), I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___. ___12___, -Your name- 1. What's the color of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White - I'll join the monastery Black - I dislike you Green - Our horosco... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/125/Dear_Casey_a_tag-a-roo Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:15:21 -0000 The Captain of The Defiant's Birthday @ Fandom Cafe Pics taken with my humble phonecam, so pls bear with the poor quality. =) Additional pictures from Rej and Marge. Thanks Rej, thanks Marge!!! I always like my self better in other people's lenses. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON!!! THANKS FOR THE GREAT PARTY!!! You're right, it's just what I needed. http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/140/The_Captain_of_The_Defiants_Birthday_Fandom_Cafe Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:26:08 -0000 Love, Korn Y'All Want A Single video, uncensored. I loved Korn since I was a teenager. I find this video nice and well, brave. =) To all you Korn followers and sellout music lovers (like myself sometimes, http://forsaketh.multiply.com/video/item/7/Love_Korn Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:23:59 -0000 From Nikki: I needed a bag of weed because that b*tch stole my taco. Select the month you were born in:  1 (Jan) - I stabbed  2 (Feb) - I needed  3 (Mar) - I ran naked with  4 (Apr) - I killed  5 (May) - I jumped  6 (June)- I smoked with  7 (July) - I ran shirtless with  8 (Aug) - I banged  9 (Sept) - I shot  10 (Oct) - I robbed  11 (Nov) -I slapped  12 (Dec) - I cuddled with    Pick the day (number) you were born on:  01 - the trojan man  02 - a homeless guy  03 -a homo  04 - A mop  05 - a dog  06 - a rock star  07 – Paris Hilton 08 - my lover  09 - a toothbrush  10 - my boyfriend  11 - a glass of milk  12 - a teletubby  13 - the cookie monster  14 - a drunk  15 - a crack head  16 - a cat  17 - a bum  18 - a whore  19 - a hobo  20 - a stripper  21 - a porn star  22 - Barney the dinosaur  23 - the kool-aid man  24 - an easter egg  25 - my ex girlfriend  26 - a hottie  27 - a bag of weed&nbsp... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/124/From_Nikki_I_needed_a_bag_of_weed_because_that_btch_stole_my_taco. Sun, 6 Apr 2008 02:08:24 -0000 Random Facts (tagged by coffee ninja Abby) (I believe I've done this random-facts-about-yourself-thingy but hey, I just wanna do it again) =) Rules: *Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves. *Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. *At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names. *Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog. 1. I'm a coffee-holic and chocolate fanatic as well. I appreciate coffee nightouts more than beer nightouts. =)2. I love Anne Rice. Of all her characters, of course I love Lestat the most. And I'm not really a vampire person, just an Anne Rice vampire person. I love to read but I've read mostly Anne Rice. 3. I have a 7-year-old kid. My daughter Lemon was nicknamed as such because her name should've been Lestat (Lestat + Montejo = Lemon) had she been born a boy. But she's not, so we named her Nickel. But the nickname stayed.4. Yes, yello... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/123/Random_Facts_tagged_by_coffee_ninja_Abby Sun, 6 Apr 2008 02:03:37 -0000 On my wall: a postcard to remind me always <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R-NHSwoKCDcAAEcWakc1"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.forsaketh.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-NHSwoKCDcAAEcWakc1/bible_light.jpg?et=%2Bmckj%2B70f6fa8KB1jUczAw&nmid=" border="0"></a>"Be careful how you live. You may be the only Bible some people read." http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/122/On_my_wall_a_postcard_to_remind_me_always Wed, 2 Apr 2008 08:42:13 -0000 On Christianity and Atheism (from Penny's post) "The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians. Who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, then walk out the door And deny Him by their lifestyle That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable." ~ What if I Stumble    Jesus Freak, DC Talk http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/121/On_Christianity_and_Atheism_from_Pennys_post Tue, 1 Apr 2008 01:54:58 -0000 se7en Tag-aroo! Tagged by Ron. Dude, sorry my post is so inferior to yours. :D Seven things that scare you: 1. Death of a loved one. 2. My own death - I can't bear the thought of leaving my daughter. 3. My daughter becoming a rotten person. 4. Not being able to provide for my daughter. 5. Failing at what I set my heart and mind to. 6. Getting old (really...) 7. Breaking my promises, at a price. Seven things you like the most: 1. "Me" time - which includes reading, using the PC, lying awake imagining, watching reality shows 2. Spending rest days watching TV/playing games with my kid 3. Coffee! 4. Laughing 5. Driving with miles and miles of pavement and clear skies above me, listening to my alternative music/Christian rock favorites. 6. Reminiscing 7. Oversleeping Seven important things in your room: 1. PC, DVDs 2. Bed, pillows, covers 3. Jack Skellington stuff 4. iPod and speakers 5. Huge windows! 6. Huge vanity table and mirror (tho I'm really not that vain) 7. Coffee table (which also serv... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/120/se7en Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:05:57 -0000 Remembering the past to get past the present. I don't deny the fact that I've been rather under the weather these days. My escape? I daydream. I create an alternate world where I am carefree and blissful. This time though, I was transported back to that time when I all I ever worry about was stuff like my grade three teacher always finding something to point out - hair out of place, folded page of our ancient books, long fingernails, a stain on my blouse, incomplete homework - the list is endless. Well, people like her still surround me up to this day but now they're either my superiors or "friends." =) How I miss my childhood! I miss the days when my Nanay would scream about when she found out I went out of the house in midday to play on the streets with covers as capes and long sticks as swords (yes, I am that boyish!), when she warned me with a clothes hanger not to because I'd grow dark (Mom, just in case you didn't notice, I was born dark. I was never fair all my life) and get infested with lice that would fly me to w... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/119/Remembering_the_past_to_get_past_the_present._ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:08:20 -0000 regretful much? do you know the feeling when you wanted so bad to get out of a sitch, yet you can't because somehow you believe there's good in your sacrifices? and that maybe you'll be committing a bigger mistake if you do? i'm in too deep. sucks. http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/118/regretful_much Sun, 16 Mar 2008 08:00:28 -0000 Habba Birdie to me! A two-leg celebration. My 28th year on earth is especially blessed because of these new friends, family and new job. Thank God, I have more reasons to be happy-happy-joy-joy! XD Thanks Karen Kuna for the heavenly Sebastian's Icecream and Johnny Depp birthday greeting poster, Gigi for the superb cookies, Jovan for the cool postcards, Gabe for the anti-vampire garlic-olive pasta, Rej for the koalas and key chain and pics, Fandom Cafe (hi Pao!) for letting me celebrate there, Beej for your Palm Card, and every geek who "came" - THANKS!!! I love you guys!!! Penny!!! Thanks for the pahabol cake. I love it! I know I promised I'd eat it when I get a little better, but i couldn't stop my self! Thanks so much!!! And to my PMax buddies, thanks for making work something to look forward to. I couldn't have gone this far without you. You make work tolerable and fun. *bearhuggs!!!* To those who missed my mini-celebrations, mahal ko pa rin naman kayo. XD And to my WWAI friends and form... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/139/Habba_Birdie_to_me Mon, 3 Mar 2008 09:13:47 -0000 10 Things (or my 10 happy thoughts recently) - stolen from Mea The rules are easy: Post 10 things that recently made you happy (or perky). Tag 10 creatures who'd have to do the same. And I tag: 1. Casey 2. Rej 3. Jovan 4. Nick 5. Ronan 6. Captain Karen 7. Fer 8. Elgeen 9. Ron 10. Chase (of course I know you wouldn't do it, would you?) My happy thoughts recently are: 1. I'm one step away from certification! I might graduate from being a maggot next week! 2. I have a new The Nightmare Before Christmas backpack (thanks, Raffy!!! IOU!) 3. New friends, ka-bisyo, ka-bastusan at karamay. 4. Crushee flirting back (hehehe...) 5. Laugh-trip with people with meaner, but definitely healthier sense of humor 6. Lemon Lemon Lemon!!! 7. My English is better 8. my iPod has my favorite songs and movies and music videos 9. I'm well accepted being me this time. =) 10. I'm gonna be a year older soon (which is bittersweet) http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/117/10_Things_or_my_10_happy_thoughts_recently_-_stolen_from_Mea Sun, 17 Feb 2008 15:50:53 -0000 Fishing for a good memory (stolen from Jeula) Please post a memory of me. It can be anything you want Good or bad Just as long as it happened. Then have the liberty of posting this on your journal And have fun discovering what other people remember about you. =) http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/116/Fishing_for_a_good_memory_stolen_from_Jeula Sun, 17 Feb 2008 15:31:57 -0000 Bago pa 'ko abutan ng Valentine's Day... I've been putting off blogging for quite some time now. It's not that nothing interesting had been happening lately, on the contrary, there are SO MANY that I couldn't even afford to pause and take a deep breath. Enter 2008. Goodbye 4-year-old job, hello exciting new one! Well at least it was exciting when it was new. I'm struggling now, given the ultimate adjustments I had to undergo (working from 4 am to 2 pm, commuting to and from Makati, being confined in a station 8 hours a day, etc.). It's not just once that I thought of giving up, but I know I couldn't. At least not now. Happy thoughts. Filling me a glass jar, plucking one at random when needed. Whenever I feel like giving up I search within my evil black heart for a certain thing, person, or thought that could make me happy, even temporarily. My daughter, God, fun people I work with, friends, crushes, HD's, Jack Skellington, Peter Pan and Tinker Bell, my mom, salary, kicking a$$, rest days, rock music, music videos, movies in my ... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/115/Bago_pa_ko_abutan_ng_Valentines_Day... Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:44:11 -0000 That Infectious Blog Here are my seven results (so far). I couldn't help but laugh. =) 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/138/That_Infectious_Blog Fri, 25 Jan 2008 02:11:49 -0000 He'll Always be Sir William to Me. Godspeed, Will. You've changed your stars. Now find your way back http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/136/Hell_Always_be_Sir_William_to_Me. Wed, 23 Jan 2008 01:33:41 -0000 Fare thee well, Sir William Thatcher <IMG class=alignright src="http://images.forsaketh.multiply.com/image/2/photos/136/300x300/1/heath.jpg?et=ThPJJVWEiPeyZFdvC9mdbg&nmid=78779699" border=0>This can't be real. He's only my top fave actor, even rivaling my fondness for Johnny Depp. A Knight's Tale is my favorite movie of all time, next to The Nightmare Before Christmas. Most people know him as 1/2 of Brothers Grimm. He's also the irritatingly charming young man who stole antisocial Kat Stratford's heart in 10 Things I Hate About You. He's the perfect Casanova. And oh, who could ever forget about his role in Brokeback Mountain! But of course I will always love him as William Thatcher, son of a poorfolk who dreamed that one day he could change his stars. And he did. Now he leaves us with The Dark Knight. I got so sad when I read about this awful awful news. He's really a huge loss. And I don't really go ga-ga over actors but I sure am nuts about Heath. He was such a great actor. Believe me when I say, I really cried for him. So goodbye for now, Sir Ulrich von Lichtenstein. As his beloved squire, friend and tailor, Roland said, "all things must come to an end." So this is his. I... http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/114/Fare_thee_well_Sir_William_Thatcher Wed, 23 Jan 2008 01:17:33 -0000 Game, ako naman! From Tobie and Urim and all those infected by this virus! This should be fun. Hehe... Leave a comment and I'll reply by answering the following. 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. http://forsaketh.multiply.com/journal/item/113/Game_ako_naman Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:30:32 -0000 The Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack One of my ultimate fave movies of all time. And the soundtrack - oh I can't stop singing these songs (in different voices pa!)!!! I'm really nuts over http://forsaketh.multiply.com/music/item/250/The_Nightmare_Before_Christmas_Soundtrack Wed, 9 Jan 2008 06:25:53 -0000 ePx batch 23B during PST Welcome to the jungle! Thanks Mitch for the additional pics. http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/135/ePx_batch_23B_during_PST Mon, 7 Jan 2008 13:00:53 -0000 WWAI and BPP @ Alay Pag-Asa My friends from WhoWeAreInstead came up with the best idea of celebrating Christmas with kids from a poor community in Mandaluyong. With the help of Alay Pag-Asa we were able to give these kids a party, WWAI-style. Oh yes, the pirates were so nice to join us. Our overflowing gratitude to these brave souls of the sea. But between you and me, I think their ulterior motive here was to recruit younglings. Yo ho yo ho!!! And now, the pics I stole from everyone else. Thanks Cris, Nick, Detty, Amy, Gharri and http://forsaketh.multiply.com/photos/album/134/WWAI_and_BPP_Alay_Pag-Asa Mon, 7 Jan 2008 12:20:45 -0000